Oh. Yeah, okay, that's acceptable. You could almost call it a good foundation since...I dunno. I was only affectionate with people I actually liked in the first place.
[ but yeah. yeah, there it is. ]
Yeah. [ ... ] The medicine they used to give me to "treat me" was actually doing aa ton of the genetic modifications, but it meant damages while everything in my body repaired and rearranged itself. I haven't felt like this in a long time, and now if there's a lot of movement it's like everything rubs the wrong way. [ this whole week so far has been shoma basically dealing with a lot of cramp-like flu-like grossness which has been an experience. but it helps that it's not real. he thinks. ]
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[ but yeah. yeah, there it is. ]
Yeah. [ ... ] The medicine they used to give me to "treat me" was actually doing aa ton of the genetic modifications, but it meant damages while everything in my body repaired and rearranged itself. I haven't felt like this in a long time, and now if there's a lot of movement it's like everything rubs the wrong way. [ this whole week so far has been shoma basically dealing with a lot of cramp-like flu-like grossness which has been an experience. but it helps that it's not real. he thinks. ]