egodist: (✧ take my hand)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not an emotional person to begin with. What happens to me is a result of my actions, and I handle the consequences. None of it matters as long as I'm able to complete my research.

[strangely, somehow, he sounds like he's telling the truth? like the ills of human life really don't touch him]
egodist: (✧ so get ready i'm here)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
Aside from being condemned to premature death? No.

On Arpéchéle, I served as their savior. Not many would dare to cross me, when their survival rests in my hands. Some might come to kill me and even succeed, but that still is a result of my choices.

[scien is a huge asshole but at least he's aware of it and knows what trouble he invites? does that count for something?]
egodist: (✧ take my hand)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Work is all I do.

[a beat, like he's remembering something]

... well, it was, until recently I suppose.
egodist: (✧ i made a deal with the demons)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
Related but not as a result. I can still perform what I need to with one hand.

Is this where I begin asking you uncomfortable questions about your arm?
egodist: (✧ the shadows they whisper)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
It's nothing I couldn't do myself. I've threatened Dahut with similar before.

[why does he sound like he's about to laugh what an asshole]

Does it bother you when people ask?
egodist: (✧ i made a deal with the demons)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
[he tilts his head]

Then I'll condense my questions into one series. You can choose what you want to answer and don't, and after that, I doubt I'll care enough to ask again.

[like ripping off a bandaid. scien can't say he's not curious, but it's not enough that he'll make someone intentionally suffer in a prolonged way for the sake of his own wondering]
egodist: (✧ i'll even indulge in your selfishness)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
[cool

he rattles them off with a pretty even curiosity]


What happened to your original arm? Did you have a say in what it was replaced with? How long ago did the alteration happen? Do you find it more or less useful than your original appendage?

Are there any side effects? Does it have any features besides the aesthetic, or does it function similarly to an insect? Do you have any interest in regaining your original limb?
egodist: (✧ take my hand)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
I don't like wasting time.

[but at least he doesn't any weird urge to take gregor and slice him open to understand his arm. he'd rather figure out his aging! probably still no slicing open though. maybe]

Why is it not a possibility?
egodist: (✧ but bad boys bring heaven to you.)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
The person who gave it to you intentionally made that part of the operation? Do you resent them?
egodist: (✧ get ready for it)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
[understandable have a nice day]

No further questions.
egodist: (✧ i let them linger)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-02-25 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
That wasn't so painful, was it?

[he could've been SO much freakier he's way more interested in gregor's crow's feet]