so, he takes those words in thoughtfully, and then huffs, a quiet little laugh, though it's not mean. ]
And now you have a chance to grasp it. I don't blame you - it is a scary step to take, particularly with consequences. [ considering his situation with rodya ] You've been alive all this time, but I suppose now you must contend with if you want to live.
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[before, there was always one more thing to think about first. one more problem to solve.
none of that, now.]
...stepping out's the hardest part to think of, I think. I've never...
My own free will's never been much of a factor in my life.
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so, he takes those words in thoughtfully, and then huffs, a quiet little laugh, though it's not mean. ]
And now you have a chance to grasp it. I don't blame you - it is a scary step to take, particularly with consequences. [ considering his situation with rodya ] You've been alive all this time, but I suppose now you must contend with if you want to live.
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Could be a mistake, could... be an escape.
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[ either way. and one he'd likely be pondering forever if he didn't. ]