[taking a seat next to him, there-- he's dressed down from his usual limbus uniform, just a dress shirt and jeans. he's uninjured after probably getting healing shoved at him earlier though.]
This is the best a Saturday's felt on this whole trip.
...guess I wouldn't exactly know. I think this's the first journey I've been on that really ended-- I'm not counting individual missions with the LCB, we're still working on the overall objective and all.
Some might say journeys don't ever really end. After all, when you find an answer to a question, chances are you will uncover new questions along the way.
[ that's certainly what happened to him, at least. ]
[ hmm. he's quiet for a moment, pondering gregor's predicament. ]
... Well. If you'd like my honest advice, then I'd say this - there is no better way to decide the direction of your heart than to talk about it with the person you think will be impacted by it, most. She may be able to provide you with the most insight on what choice to make, and you may just regret it either way, if you don't.
[ tell your rodya you fool ]
But also, I suppose it comes down to the choice of duty and freedom. The door to a cage may unlock, but you have to be the first one to take the steps out of it.
so, he takes those words in thoughtfully, and then huffs, a quiet little laugh, though it's not mean. ]
And now you have a chance to grasp it. I don't blame you - it is a scary step to take, particularly with consequences. [ considering his situation with rodya ] You've been alive all this time, but I suppose now you must contend with if you want to live.
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[taking a seat next to him, there-- he's dressed down from his usual limbus uniform, just a dress shirt and jeans. he's uninjured after probably getting healing shoved at him earlier though.]
This is the best a Saturday's felt on this whole trip.
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anyway help that gets him to laugh a little. ]
Preferable over the spacesuits and the forty cubic inches of space we had, the first one...? [ this is a joke ] I think I'd agree.
The end of a journey always feels so strange.
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[ that's certainly what happened to him, at least. ]
How does it feel?
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[he's quiet a few moments.]
Pretty similar though, I guess. Now that we've finished all this up, I figure I've got a few of those new questions.
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[ it's a go on as much as any. unravel your thoughts, gregor, let them flow. there's no one better to hear them. ]
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[a lazy shrug.]
Can't exactly just back out of the contract we've got back there, though.
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[ thoughtfully ] I don't see how your contract would still be valid if your company believed you dead, is all.
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...the company we work for, they're good at making offers you can't say no to.
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[ capitalism sucks ]
... Have you spoken with her about it? Leaving.
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[...]
If she goes back and I don't, then I don't know how it'd go for her. I don't know if I could even avoid going back.
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... Well. If you'd like my honest advice, then I'd say this - there is no better way to decide the direction of your heart than to talk about it with the person you think will be impacted by it, most. She may be able to provide you with the most insight on what choice to make, and you may just regret it either way, if you don't.
[ tell your rodya you fool ]
But also, I suppose it comes down to the choice of duty and freedom. The door to a cage may unlock, but you have to be the first one to take the steps out of it.
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[before, there was always one more thing to think about first. one more problem to solve.
none of that, now.]
...stepping out's the hardest part to think of, I think. I've never...
My own free will's never been much of a factor in my life.
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so, he takes those words in thoughtfully, and then huffs, a quiet little laugh, though it's not mean. ]
And now you have a chance to grasp it. I don't blame you - it is a scary step to take, particularly with consequences. [ considering his situation with rodya ] You've been alive all this time, but I suppose now you must contend with if you want to live.
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Could be a mistake, could... be an escape.
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[ either way. and one he'd likely be pondering forever if he didn't. ]