Look, I didn't... mean for it to happen. But it was the end of the week where we were seeing each other's memories, and he was doing the same thing as usual where he was acting like there wasn't anything good about himself and said he was-- sorry if who he was is disappointing, and it just sort of...
[sometimes you have feelings for someone and you're unfamiliar with the feeling of wanting to kiss them until they literally frustrate it out of you, is the thing.]
[ ...okay this is actually a lot different than he thought, and his expression grows a little softer. ]
Ah. [ just. ah. aha. ] It's pretty annoying when someone doesn't see their good qualities but they're so obvious to you, right? Words don't always work that well, especially if the person's stubborn.
Yeah, I get it. Sometimes things happen before you really register what you're actually doing because everything kind of clicks a few minutes too late. [ hm. ] I would say that the fact he's still talking to you is still going over fairly decently at least. But...yeah, I see what you mean.
Nah, it's fine. Never really, uh, considered that kind of thing much to begin with anyway-- he probably had a point about it being better to just not start thinking about it here.
[everything is temporary, anyway.]
But at least we do still talk, you're right. It would've been a shame if it made everything too awkward.
[ swirls his boba a bit, though he mumbles something under his breath around his straw. ]
I don't know. I still stand by it might not be the worst just for that kind of support, but I guess you can get that elsewhere from other people in other ways. If it'd made things awkward you'd be in a way worse situation. [ a fleeting, teasing grin. ] Arthur's already awkward to begin with.
[ but he likes arthur and gregor a lot, so it's nice they didn't completely reverse social link. ]
It's been a slow process with a lot of people here, but I'd like to think it's easier to talk to each other now than it was to start with. [ he says, as someone who also was probably not the easiest person to really get to know right off the bat. ]
Most people aren't exactly looking forward to getting rejected, so I can't say I blame you. But...you can at least say you did it and tried. Call it a learning experience? [ even if it is always a little sad for at least one person when that happens. ]
Some of us take precautions. [ he outright says it. but well...yeah. it was worth it in the end. ]
Yeah, I'm not going to lie I really thought that was just a thing. [ shrug. ] You both seem pretty comfortable around each other that it didn't strike me as weird. [ second time??? ]
You too-- we're comrades! After you've died with someone enough times, you get comfortable enough... or after you've killed each other enough times, too, but I've never kept track of that.
[corrosion happens! he figures shoma gets what he means.]
People fall in love with their friends and comrades all the time. It's, like, an extremely popular trope for a reason. [ but yes he does get what gregor means, he's not going to question how often the two of them have killed each other. ]
I don't know if people really put thought into these things, considering someone tied Isabel and Owner together while one of them was a worm. [ dry. ] ...if anything, it might've been better it was the two of you since you could talk it through and make it not weird.
Yeah. Might've been because people weren't sure what would happen and then once we learned it was mostly harmless people thought it was funny. [ there's a moment he pauses to cough into his arm. a few flecks of rust appear on his sleeve when he pulls away. ] I mean some of the timing could've been better, but at least most people are smart enough now not to curse people on Thursdays?
Yeah. I was...pretty mad at the time, but Charles told me the person who did it had no idea we were even gone. I can kind of see the point, but it was still bad at the time.
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[ET TU, SHOMA.]
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Gregor?
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[sometimes you have feelings for someone and you're unfamiliar with the feeling of wanting to kiss them until they literally frustrate it out of you, is the thing.]
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Ah. [ just. ah. aha. ] It's pretty annoying when someone doesn't see their good qualities but they're so obvious to you, right? Words don't always work that well, especially if the person's stubborn.
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[he just. reaches up to rub at the back of his neck.]
Probably shouldn't have done it, but like I said, it wasn't really intentional. I'm not exactly... surprised it didn't go over well.
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Sorry.
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[everything is temporary, anyway.]
But at least we do still talk, you're right. It would've been a shame if it made everything too awkward.
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I don't know. I still stand by it might not be the worst just for that kind of support, but I guess you can get that elsewhere from other people in other ways. If it'd made things awkward you'd be in a way worse situation. [ a fleeting, teasing grin. ] Arthur's already awkward to begin with.
[ but he likes arthur and gregor a lot, so it's nice they didn't completely reverse social link. ]
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[arthur your awkward uptight ass (affectionate).]
I'm not in any real hurry to repeat the experience, anyway. At least not the latter part of it.
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Most people aren't exactly looking forward to getting rejected, so I can't say I blame you. But...you can at least say you did it and tried. Call it a learning experience? [ even if it is always a little sad for at least one person when that happens. ]
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[you were not easy shoma but it was worth the effort. ... everyone here has been, honestly, they're all...
it's just full of people he likes.]
Feels like it went better the second time anyway. Not counting Rodya, that was the curse. Still not sure about that one, though.
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Yeah, I'm not going to lie I really thought that was just a thing. [ shrug. ] You both seem pretty comfortable around each other that it didn't strike me as weird. [ second time??? ]
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[corrosion happens! he figures shoma gets what he means.]
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People fall in love with their friends and comrades all the time. It's, like, an extremely popular trope for a reason. [ but yes he does get what gregor means, he's not going to question how often the two of them have killed each other. ]
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[ the feelings surrounding it, he means, not necessarily that it was with rodya. ]
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Whoever did that probably should've put a little more thought into, uh, us still needing to go home and work together.
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[like, objectively, that was funny.]
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No, I guess you have a really good point. On the plus side, nobody's been wormed for a while? Maybe we're free for a little while.
[ he will give gregor one (1) reprieve from being grilled about relationship follies. ]
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We haven't had as many animals either, right? Still some, but it feels like we really just went wild with those in the beginning.
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Yeah. Might've been because people weren't sure what would happen and then once we learned it was mostly harmless people thought it was funny. [ there's a moment he pauses to cough into his arm. a few flecks of rust appear on his sleeve when he pulls away. ] I mean some of the timing could've been better, but at least most people are smart enough now not to curse people on Thursdays?
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[he's watching shoma with a little concern when he coughs, though, frowning at the rust flecks.]
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[ it's fine, we're fine. ]
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[that's their charles...]
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